Highblood and Signless; Semi failed shooshpaps

[perfectcrime]

http://www.epicmafia.com/game/525578?password=fd766cc2c73e1205c3e1db31839d7df634d6dc6f < the mafia game in question


-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 00:21 --

BR: ...

BR: SORRY I WAS SUCH A FAILURE AND A SHITTY FRIEND BACK THEN. EVEN IF YOU DON'T REMEMBER.

HO: no nonono why don't you leave me alone.

BR: I TOLD YOU BEFORE

BR: i fucking missed my best friend

HO: you w- FUCK

BR: and i wanted him back

HO: FUCK MOTHERFUCKING STOP PLEASE THIS HURTS

BR: i wouldn't cause you any fucking pain if i could help it

HO: THEN

HO: WHY

HO: DO YOU KEEP DOING IT

BR: i told you why

BR: you think you're the only fucking one hurting here

BR: you think i haven't been through hell and back with this

BR: that i haven't thought of you every fucking day since i died

BR: and even before that

BR: that i didnt know what you were

BR: i fucking knew

BR: i knew even if i couldnt find you what you were now

BR: it was your blood and i would have been stupid not to know

BR: but i didnt want to think about it

BR: because it fucking hurt

HO: ...

HO: WhY

HO: why the motherfuck dont you just give up

BR: because

BR: theres some stupid wriggler hope in me that i can get you back

BR: despite everything

BR: that i can get my fucking moirail back

BR: even if thats not what you want anything to do with

BR: i at least want my fucking friend back

BR: so i cant give up

BR: not after seeing how hard your old younger self cried on me when i told him

HO: MY WHAT?

BR: he's what you used to be, before i fucked everything up.

BR: he looks like you, but younger.

BR: the amal i knew.

BR: he's a fucking ghost now, but he's around.

BR: he was so fucking heartbroken, it hurt to watch.

HO: shcfl

HO: WHY THE FUCK DOES THAT MAKE THE PAIN WORSE

BR: because you're still him

BR: i wouldn't be fucking surprised if you could feel him

HO: i don't believe you, i cant believe a word of this

HO: i dont

BR: then answer your own questions

BR: if you dont believe me then why does it hurt

HO: I DONT KNOW DAMMIT!

BR: you believe me

BR: you just don't want to

BR: because you're still running from me

HO: if

HO: you want me to stop running

HO: then ill start hunting you down

HO: i'llMAKE the pain stop

HO: if i get rid of you itll go away

BR: no it wo't

BR: it'll get worse

BR: take a second to just fucking imagine going through with what you just said and honestly say it doesn't

HO: stopstopstopsToPstopStOp

BR: you know it's true.

BR: ...it might be impossible for you to remember. but that's fine too.

BR: i'm the only one who does, and i don't even fucking remember my own god damned name.

HO: k

HO: i want thisover with

BR: it won't ever be fucking over

BR: because i'm not going to give up on you.

HO: i'll make myself forget, every fucking thing anf time you try

HO: i wont let you

BR: i'll always fucking be there for you amal

BR: even if you don't want me

BR: even if you never fucking want me again

BR: i don't care how much it hurts me

BR: how fucking much i might get hurt

HO: dOnT

HO: STOP

HO: JUST QUIT IT ALREADY

BR: i don't fucking care if i end up crying like a pathetic fucking wriggler after each time

HO: i dont want this i don't WANT ANY OF THIS

BR: i won't fail you again, even if you don't want anything to do with me

HO: what the fuck are these wet things coming from my eys, why, what are you DOING to me?!

BR: amal

BR: you're crying idiot.

BR: that's what happens when it hurts.

BR: i am too.

HO: ...

HO: ive never done this before

BR: it's not a bad thing really.

HO: it is

BR: just when you've taken more than you can fucking handle it's a natural response.

HO: dont motherfucking like it

HO: your fucking fault too

BR: no one fucking does, but it's something we can't help.

BR: i'm sorry.

HO: you aint

BR: i am for making you hurt, but there's nothing i can do about it because i won't give up.

HO: ... don' care anymore

HO: do what you want

BR: i still miss you.

HO: i dont need anyone but condence and i never have before

BR: ...i kind of miss her a bit too.

BR: but it would be stupid for me to try to get everyone back.

BR: if i can just get you, that'll be enough.

HO: ...get her and youll get me

BR: ...

HO: make her remember even a little

BR: it's so much harder.

HO: and ill relent

BR: it hurts to even talk to her.

BR: she wants me dead more than anything

BR: she wants my matesprit for herself.

BR: i won't let her take him from me again.

BR: if i thought there was a chance, i would.

BR: but i can't.

HO: not gonna leave the closest thing ive had to a moirail behind

BR: i wasn't too close with her back then.

BR: ...

HO: you say you were

HO: but she is now

-- bloodRevolt [BR] ceased pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:05 --

HO: ...least something worked

-- highOppressor [HO] ceased pestering bloodRevolt [BR] at 01:06 --


-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:06 --

BR: i'm sorry

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:06 --

BR: foreverthing

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:06 --

BR: as long as your happy

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:06 --

BR: that's all that matters

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:06 --

BR: even if you never need me again

HO: i

HO: ...dont fucking know anymore

HO: i dont know shit anymore

-- highOppressor [HO] ceased pestering bloodRevolt [BR] at 01:07 --


-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:07 --

BR: ...it shouldn't hurt so much

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:07 --

BR: i shouldn't be crying harder than before

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:07 --

BR: fuck

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:08 --

BR: this is stupid

HO: bes

HO: ...

HO: fuck

-- highOppressor [HO] ceased pestering bloodRevolt [BR] at 01:09 --


-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:09 --

BR: no matter what

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:09 --

BR: i'll still care about you

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:09 --

BR: that much won't ever chance

HO: ...i fucking hate you for all of this

BR: i told you already.

HO: im not supposed to feel

HO: but youve made me

BR: i don't fucking care how much it hurts or how fucking often i end up like this because of it, i'll always be there.

BR: even if you don't need me, i'll be there in case you do.

HO: ...

-- highOppressor [HO] ceased pestering bloodRevolt [BR] at 01:15 --


-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:16 --

BR: you know it's true.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:16 --

BR: i don't care if you don't remember.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:16 --

BR: i

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:16 --

BR: didn't expect you to.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:16 --

BR: ever again.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:16 --

BR: i don't expect anyone to.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:16 --

BR: pollux doesn't even remember

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:16 --

BR: or mater either.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:16 --

BR: no one ever will.

HO: what should i know to believe

BR: it doesn't matter.

HO: only what the messiahs tell me

HO: pray they favor you

BR: you believe what your fucking heart tells you.

HO: ...dont have one

BR: you do.

BR: ...amal just messaged me. the young one.

BR: but it's not his fault, and it's not yours.

BR: BR: i let you down

BR: BR: and i always will.

BR: BR: there's nothing i can do

BR: UB: you did me right by being here

BR: UB: even now

BR: UB: even if youre always up and busy

BR: UB: you dont give up

BR: UB: thats enough

BR: BR: i'm sorry.

BR: BR: so fucking sorry.

BR: UB: best friend shut up

BR: UB: dont be sorry to me

BR: UB: itll work out

BR: UB: i believe

BR: UB: in you

BR: BR: i know you do, even if it's stupid.

BR: BR: when i barely believe in myself

BR: anymore.

BR: UB: what else is a motherfucking best friend supposed to do

BR: UB: :o)

-- highOppressor [HO] ceased pestering bloodRevolt [BR] at 01:20 --


-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:20 --

BR: i'll say it to you too.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:20 --

BR: i'm so fucking sorry

HO: i

HO: am

HO: t-

-- highOppressor [HO] ceased pestering bloodRevolt [BR] at 01:30 --


-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:30 --

BR: you're what?

HO: i dont know

-- highOppressor [HO] ceased pestering bloodRevolt [BR] at 01:44 --


-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:44 --

BR: everything i said still stands.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:44 --

BR: and it always will.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:44 --

BR: don't forget it.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:45 --

BR: i'm not lying to you, never have and never fucking will as long as i can help it.

-- bloodRevolt [BR] began pestering highOppressor [HO] at 01:45 --

BR: you'll always be considered my best friend, even if that's not what you want.

HO: all i wantt right now is to sleep

BR: then rest.

BR: i'll still fucking be here when you wake up.

-- highOppressor [HO] ceased pestering bloodRevolt [BR] at 01:51 --
 
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